Then it hits you.. wham.. you get a glimpse of yourself in a picture or a passing glance in a full length mirror and you think to yourself, "What the f**k is that?"
I've been dragging (for me) for a few months now. I haven't quite worked off the post surgery weight, and I think I returned from China with a few extra pounds of rice on my ass. Usually, I need a huge shock in order to recognize these things. Like a big slap across the face. So, I stepped on the scale the other day. There it was.. my pre-Crossfit weight. Yikes!
We all know that's not acceptable, and no it's not muscle weight. Thanks for the possible excuses. I'm not a big excuses kind of a girl. Either you're fat and you like it or you're fat and you don't. If you don't like it, you either whine about it and drive everyone else around you crazy, or you pick your ass up, stop shoving food in your freaking mouth and start sweating your balls off until your back to your desired weight.
There it is. That's my pep talk to myself and to anyone else who might read this and think that you too have put on a few extra pounds. If anyone's interested I'm up for a post-WOD run.
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AMEN! I'm right there with you, and yes I have gained muscle in the last 6 months, but dear god I saw the scale today and almost cried. Strict Zone game is on come Monday. No more school... no more brownies, cookies, cake, chips, tostitos, etc floating in front of me. I'm going to log my food intake too to help. Goal is 10lbs by the end of summer.
ROAR!!!
Great Amen... you know the Aaaaaahmeeen kind that monks do... on this one. The 2x4 that hit me in the head was that I don't want to get on the scale or pick up the measuring tape. Okay, why not, sissy?
I'm about ready for school to start so the pie baking, ice cream eating twiggies are out of my house. Worst of all, they have a license and a paying job now. They buy the sugar and the flour! And they whine when there is no OJ in the house.
Yep! I need a whole monastery of monks behind me to get through this summer.
I ate three Oreos yesterday... I'm even losing my rep as a dessert snob!
No summer goal, just reprogramming the sugar aversion a little more deeply into my brain this time.
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